How Donald's prick became unemployed

Donald excited me soo much in the beginning. Every night when we went to bed I used to turn my back on him and pretend as if I was going to sleep. After a short moment I would turn around and say "Hey, didn't you forgot something?" "What could that be?" he would reply, and I'd say "A good night kiss" in my most doll-like voice. He would then lean over and give me an ever so tender little kiss. And then another one, and all of a sudden I was just overwhelmed by this craving lust, we would just devour each other and fuck for hours until we were completely exhausted soaking of sweat.

I loved to play the game of the innocent girl, and then suddenly unleash this sex hungry she-devil on him. Never before had I been challanged and seduced into telling my inner most secret sex fantasies. He was the one who brought it out of me. I was many times surprised of what I would make up and that I dared to say anything I imagined to him during sex. He was never judgemental or questioning. He would be curious and always ask how far I would dare to take it. If I would have the guts to make it real.

The more we went on like this the more my stories started levitating towards me having sex with other men, strangers with big dicks that would take me and (I would let them) treat me like a slut. I started noticing how these stories excited him too. I was starting to push it telling him that I would flirt and go home with someone everytime I'd go out with my girlfriends. I would fantasize openly about some of his friends and act very friendly when they came over to our house. I realised that he just loved to be teased and I suspected, even humiliated.

That is how I also started disrespecting his dick. Laughing at it and telling him how small it was, how ridiculous his loose rinkely sack looked. Sometimes I wouldn't let him come inside of me and he'd have to jerk off next to me instead. I didn't suck his dick that much in the beginning, but by this time I had stopped with it completely. I would tell him that I was saving myself for a man with a REAL dick and that I wouldn't consider for a second to ever suck his dick again. I would even ask him to download films where a brunette would give a fantastic blow job and would watch it with him and tell him I was checking out her great techniques. He would observe me looking at these giant dicks, with an expression of awe, especially if they were black. Black dicks just look soo magnificent.

This all started say a year and a half ago, maybe more. By now I never give him a blow job (although I have sometimes faked it while he was wearing a chastity device - just to drive him crazy). I started insisting that he would wear a condom, telling him that I didn't want him to make such a yuckie mess all over me. But now I just never allow him to cum inside of me. Sometimes I force him to eat his own cum. His dick is more or less used by me as a dildo, since I cum much harder from the feeling of something inside of me. He mastubates a lot, but I hardly ever touch his little prick anymore, I certainly never jerk him off. I many times squeeze and fondle his balls though. I'm now trying to find out more about how to milk a man successfully. I heard this is the ultimate act of humiliation and de-masculinization. If anyone has tips on this area I would be very thankful!

The fact remains though, we have never had such an exciting and fulfilling sex life as we have now. I just realised that a dick is not needed, you just have to understand what kind of man you do what with. He's mastering the great art of devouring my delicious little pussy nowadays... I even realised that I love a great statuesqe cock! And I always thought that I wasn't really into them. At least not aestethically. The use for it - sure, but not more than that. Now, I just can't wait for the day when I get my first lover to grab my hair and gently show me the direction. I'm gonna be soo good. You know why I know this? Because I just love it, crave for it and I am soo ready to start practising all my new ideas...